welcome

Minggu, 27 November 2011

u

aku percaya tidak akan ada jalan tanpa sebuah persimpangan,
aku yakin tidak akan ada keindahan yang terus dapat terlihat secara nyata,
aku tahu tidak akan selamanya aku keliru menjalani ini,
dan aku bisa menjadikan awal yang buruk menjadi akhir yang bermakna..

disisiku ada dia,
selalu mendekapku dalam kehangatan,
cintanya membuatku sadar ini kenyataan,
aku tidak selalu benar..

di depan mataku ada kehidupan,
di sampingku ada dua bisikan,
kesalahanku tak selalu ku sadari,
tapi aku tau..


Selasa, 22 November 2011

HIDUP DIMATAMU

Tak terhitung…
masa-masa yang telah terlewati ...
Seberapa besarkah aku sungguh- sungguh mengenal dirimu? ..
 Tak sesederhana menyusuri selembar peta dengan jarimu kegelisahanmu...
Seolah melawan hari esok yang kian mendekat ...
Aku berjalan di sekitar, masih saja ia berupa ketakjuban…
betapa hatiku penuh akan lukisan dirimu.
Jika aku menengadah, gemerlapan meluap-luap, tak akan pernah memudar ..
Andai aku dapat seperti matahari yang selalu bersinar cemerlang..........
Aku ingin didekap dalam keharumanmu…
hanya untuk beberapa saat lagi ...........
Terenggut oleh kerah bajuku keluar menuju udara, aku berbalik..........
Remang, desau putih menandakan berlalunya musim ........
Berulang terus dan terus, tiba-tiba membuatku bertanya… mengapa aku di sini? .......
Aku ingin duduk di sampingmu, selamanya memandangi senyumanmu .......
Ingin tinggal di sepasang mata itu dan merasakan berbagai untaian peristiwa .......
Seperti pemandangan lembut terlukis dalam keindahan rangkaian warna .........
Aku ingin menghentikan waktu selamanya...
Aku ingin duduk di sisimu, selamanya melihat senyu.mu.......
Ingin tinggal di sepasang mata itu dan melewati berbagai untaian peristiwa.........
Andaikan suatu hari aku dapat membawamu ke musim yang terang benderang ........
Menuju bunga-bunga yang bermekaran di langit bagaikan salju…
Menuju bunga…

perubahan

many a word there in the world. but there are two words in the sense of my life meruapakn important word and the word unique. That word is "mommy" and "abhi" .. why the word unique? it's because those two words is the term for couples who love each other.

Kamis, 17 November 2011

sehelai kain ini

sehelai kain ini memberi rasa hormat bagiku, sehelai kain ini menetupi semua cacatku, sehelai kain ini menemani setiap langkahku, sehelai kain ini memberi pelajaran banyak bagiku.. sehelai kain ini memberi ku jalan, sehelai kain ini memberi ku petunjuk, sehelai kain ini sangat menghangatkanku, sehelai kain ini yang sangat ku cintai.. ku junjung tinggi dia, ku selalu diiringi olehnya, ku helaikan setiap warna sesaat.. jilbabku.. kaulah sehelai kainku..

Rabu, 09 November 2011

my life

I realized ...
my life is quiet
I was born ...
shrieking cry
howling grief
its own.

temporary,
the world around me laugh
him,
I was silent, stone wall

I felt sore all over my body
up,
tears never stopped flowing
always decorate my cheeks began to thin
either from a source which,
and also whether it will be where

which I yearn
are on your side
to skip the rest of my life,

however,
hope it never come true
all just a false delusion

Sabtu, 05 November 2011

My family is everything

0You may think that it is a burden to your mother and father, because the fact is, inevitably, you are the burden and responsibility that must be mother and father bear. But you do not have to say that the mother and father. Because in the eyes of mothers and father, you are the burden of the most beautiful. "
The words that mothers say to me I will never forget. I will continue to remember it as a reminder that I was indeed the "burden" for the mother and father.
I will also continue to remember it so I know the obligations of being a "burden" which should provide a commensurate reciprocal to the mother and father who has always staked to keep body and soul, form, and loved me.
I'm very lucky, as a "burden", I have been getting very special treatment. And when I was a baby, mother or father could have abandoned me or sell me because I'm certainly going to be a "burden" them. In fact, a lot of events such as throwing a child's mother, selling children, even killing his own son. But mother and father did not do that. Mother and father actually caring, raising, and loving me.


It is they who replaced me when I was a baby diaper.
It is they who wash and dress me when I was a toddler.
It is they who always feed me when I'm hungry.
It is they who bought toys and teach me to play bike.
It is they who menyekolahkanku until today.
Who knows how many thousand gallons of sweat that can accommodate those who have cared until I was an adult.
Who knows how many thousands of gallons that can accommodate those who shed tears dikala guiding my path.
Wonder how their costs so that I stay healthy, so I went to school, and so I was not disadvantaged in living my life.

I realized I was a burden.

I know, whatever you will and I have done will never be commensurate with what has been mother and father gave me. I just wanted to thank you for moral support and material that has mother and father gave me. I want to thank you for the mother and father had been cared for.